novembeard

i just walked back from my discussion all the way across campus. took me about 25 minutes as opposed to the 10 it usually takes me. i strolled, or better yet inched my way back to my dorms. the park is very pretty and the leaves are just so much fun to step on. walked past the Buddhist statues and one was beheaded, made me mad. so as i was walking i was listening to snow patrol, as i still am, and shut your eyes came on. not sure if you have heard this song, but there is a point in it where you hear a group of people, kind of like an audience, singing shut your eyes in an echo back to the singer of the band. when i got to see them live, the singer took time out in the middle of the song to have us sing back to him. listening to it right now made me really happy. that was quite a cool experience, just like i was the person in the audience on the cd with him.


i was gonna shave today. i honestly hate my beard. its doesnt grow in well enough. but as i stared at the mirror with my razor in hand, i wondered why shave? maybe the bearded anaoshak has super powers i have not unlocked yet. perhaps look like a terrorist day is coming up and i will need it for my costume. or maybe, just maybe, i will somehow manage to outgrow haygood's 3 month beard in these next 2 weeks. fact is, i cant even decide whether to shave or not. im surprised i get through the day.


i want a hobby. a skill. a passion. i want to get immersed in something. i wanna be able to play a song on a guitar. i wanna cruise down the streets on two wheels with no limits. i want a distraction.