stranded

if you were stranded, who would you call?

i cannot say anyone because there is noone i can think about that i would feel totally comfortable calling. Ive been stranded before. Left the house because of my parents and then get so lonely after an hour or so that i turn home. When that happens i always want to call someone and talk to em bout stuff but i just cant. something holds me back. i look at the list of numbers in my phone book and i get no feeling out of them. i dont know what that means, only that it sucks.

its weird to think i have so many "friends" yet i can still be lonely.


thats why i like dogs. im so glad i finally got one, and now i have two. even if they can be bitches at times( ha pun they are girl dogs) my dogs are always there. They always want to be around me and play. I should treat them better, play with them a bit more. Dogs dont stray, they do not like you one day then do not the next. The only attitude they give you is if you do not let them out to pee. And dogs are forever, even if they may not live that long, unlike friends who can fall apart just as quick as they came together. And most definitely dogs do not make you feel like ass. If i didnt have a dog i dont know what i would do.

my brother opened hazel's crate today and said "your crate smells like bunny". i cracked up. that dog has a weird smell, it aint bad, its just weird.



peace out